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beccsaloser
You looked a lot better from far away.
 
no. i stopped.

how could he do that?
how could HE do that?
i mean wow high schoolers are having sex no big freaking deal it's like 50% of all of them do it.
but him?

quarterback of the football team.
made varsity baseball freshman year- the first time anyone has in 16 years.
his father's a freshman english teacher.
yeah he's gotten in trouble once, who hasn't? he learned his lesson obviously.
but since when..?

christmas break.
her name is Tristin?
someone like Benjamin just doesn't get random girls pregnant the night after their girlfriends of like 5 months breaks up with them.
alright?
that doesn't happen.
this is BENJAMIN. seriously.
people look up to him. they do.
3.8 gpa. popular.
doesn't drink. only had a couple sips of beer.
doesn't smoke. never has.
doesn't do drugs. none. never has.

what is this?
Benjamin? come on?



and V-Day is tomorrow.
i'm not mad.
i'm just disappointed.
 
how long will it be till she is nice to me?

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friends? of course.

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